the feeling that haunt you

When you got many words to motivate others,
but you feel so low to make one for yourself,
so you decide to stop where are you standing.

At that moment, you know you can go nowhere, 

but you dont feel like to encourage yourself for it.

You paused your moment of enjoying the journey of life.

And when you play it back, you hope for some miracles to happen, 

but all you see are not like what you wished for.

You know what to do, but you didnt do it, 

because you still afraid of falling down,

why?

because you once felt how was falling down,

and now, you're so scared to face the reality.

its okay, take your time, 

let your heart and mind says it all, 

Allah is always listenging, just keep on praying.

Promise yourself that you'll be better in future,

because you know yourself better than anyone does.

And Allah is always by yourside, who knows the reasons for everything that happened