Mirror #3

sorry, R's handwritting is sooo small, hope you still can read it.

If anyone out there is thinking that i'm smart,  intelligent
HELL NO, i'm not that type.

i worked hard to get what i want,
i know what i want, and i want what i know.

Act, this note once made me cried,
like i was asdfghjkl sadd, disappointed, mad, all in one
i thanked a lot to her, for realizing me

i knew that i was always sleepy, but i dont realized.
Know and Realize is not the same thing.

at first, i was a bit ego to accept the fact that i was that bad.

i took time to change, because it was hard for me 

to listen an outsider to say bad things about me

as time passes, i realized, that she was trying really hard to tell me, 

in a way that she felt might not hurt me, 

because yeah, i am sensitive, till now :D

that one, i cant change, 

anak bongsu memang sepadan dengan perkataan manja dan sensitif

and alhamdulillah, i managed to handle that feeling,
and she met me to congratulate me, and also said that she was proud that i made a change :D

i smiled, thanking for Allah, 

thinking that how hard i was trying to handle it, 

and because of Allah,  i still managed.

Ingat lah bahawa, Allah takkan turunkan kepada kita ujian yang kita tak mampu atasi.
Berdoalah sentiasa agar di berikan kesabaran dan pengetahun yang tinggi.

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