the time

maybe there's still a piece of you in my heart that i cannot erase.
so i put myself apart from you.
knowing that everything is sooo impossible.
and to stop the feeling from growing stronger.

i may not know what happen in future,
but i still have the thinking of a woman
that pull myself from showing up to you.

i'd rather hurt my heart than hurt others.
i dont wanna be that annoying.
i dont wanna be that desperate.
what for?
its just that i cant stop denying the undeniable

yet.
life is a long journey to be treasured.
If Allah wanna it to happen, it will.
i know i dont have to make it just because i want.
I believe that i should do what i need to do,
not what i want to do.

Just pray, and wait till the time comes.
To Him, i shall raise my destiny.

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