mr right

sometimes, i wonder if i've met the person i'm going to end up marrying,

sometimes, i wonder what is the person i'm going to marry is doing.

well, this topic had filled my brain lately, 

maybe because i'm 18 already,

but yet, i dont think i need a special boyfriend.

being in a relation is not that easy, 

and it needs a lot of commitment, investment, trust and etc.

and i'm just another girl who easily got hurt and my heart is fragile.

so, i wanna to take care of it to the fullest

and one day, i'll give my heart to the one who'd meant for me

being 18 is full of challenges,
so think its better to put some limit to myself.
being in a relation with a guy is same like putting yourself between a crocodile and  a tiger.
i hope the first guy to be my boyfriend is my husband *poyo nya -_-
and i promise to fall for someone worth it, InshaAllah
its every girl's dream :)

rules of having a relationship:

- a place where i can rely on

- romanticwise ( with his wife, not his girlfriend)

- a gentleman

- know well how to deal with old folks

- its okay to not have a good looks

- good in money management

- good career

- loyal one

- know me very well

- got lot of experience

- caring 

- ouh, one more thing, please dont wear over the knee shorts, its okay if it 3 quarter.

but at real, it is impossible to find the perfect one aite?

Staycool