PMR 2010

PMR 2010

A few weeks before the real exam, 

i imagined that one day, i will come again to the school

with mak, abiyun, abiyan, abg pa and kak wana to accompany me 

to take the result.

If lucky, i imagined that we would spend some times together 

to celebrate me after that.

while school holiday, a week before the result will be announced,

 my mother was not in Malaysia 

and my siblings said they got some important works to do that date.

and at the same time, i was called to come back to school earlier

to join basketball tournament in PD.

yeah, i cried.

but then, i think again and again.

i was definitely confident, that Allah just have another better plan for me.

Everything happens for a reason aite?

and as a daughter, its not that to have mak by my side all the time is what i really wanted,

but all i wanted all the time is 'doa seorang ibu'.

i know that mak always wanted the best for me, 

she perform sunnat prayer and recite Yassin for me every time i needed it.

on the day i went to take the result, 

i surrogated Rabiatul's family to go there.

at every seconds, all in my mind were the face of mak while praying.

i didnt cry but i smiled along the way there.

alhamdulillah, i got 8As.

and for this upcoming march, 

maybe i'll go to my school to take my SPM result by myself, 

mak will be in Europe

i am happy as long as i didnt trouble mak.

yeah, i like it a lot.

i love to go anywhere by myself, 

travelling alone is cool :D

i promise that one day i'll make mak proud of me, i will.

Setiap perkara pasti ada hikmahnya.

SPM 9A+, amiin.

Staycool